there used to be one person, the only one,
the 'special' one who would come over to my blog..
now no one will come .. so it's okay for me to say things here.

even she gave up hope in me..
then i must be really h0p3l3s5.
what's the point of carrying on with life?
it's as though as i'm being forced to live...
she was with me, everywhere i went..
no matter what i did, what wrong i did..
she will always forgive me..
now that even she has given up on me,
i really dont know... what to do...
it was me who let her down.
i'm just really lost...

i had no mood to serve any customers today.
i kept making mistakes while talking to them. -.-

over at work today...
Boss : how is your sales so far?
my reply : none . ( cause my mood is so bad ..
i was depressed all the way. )
Boss : do something !
my reply : zzzzzzzzz ( i am really lost .. i dont
know what to do. thoughts keep coming to my
mind. )

i kept looking out of the shop,
cause i thought i might just see you...

''rejected, stand up again!'' she once told me.

now even she has given up hope on me....

only i myself know what i myself am thinking now.



but i still hope to complete this.

The Word Game
No<1> matter<2>how<3> my<4>
heart<5>breaks,<6> ____<7> ____ <8>
____<9> still<10> love<11> ____<12>
____<13>____<14> ____<15> only, <16>
forever!!<17>

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Honey is my love, my life, my everything.
Love darling, higher than the skies above,
deeper than the oceans,
and wider than the universe!
02102007, 2222hrs was that magical night,
and the night will never end.
It's a PROMISE !

Whoever insults darling,
will die horribly.
In the name of joshua!
AND my name work wonders.
I can assure to that. ") try me.
triple dare.



1.Love darling more and more
2.Old handphone to function!!! all the messages she sent me are in there!!
3.Wants to show concern, but don't want to hurt her
4.Wants to show that i care, but am afraid of wrong approach.
5.Hopes she will not even rule out the possibility to reconcile in the future.
6.Wants to watch movie with her
7.Wants to embrace her in my arms ever again
8.Wants to show love, care and concern to her.
9.Wants to do everything that i can to win her heart back.
10.Hopes that the op is not needed!!!!
11.Hopes that she will gain back confidence in r/s
12.Hopes that she still has an affection for me
13.Hopes that somehow, someday, she will come back to me.




no hates at the moment. love thy neighbour, love thy enemy, says the bible.



when i update my blog, i will put a word randomly daily.. whoever guesses it first, shall win something from me. eg: Joshua < 4 > has < 9 > for a start, it shall be 17 words first.

Our Love Will Live Forever! !

2nd October 2007 ♥
CherylNg {3 JoshuaYeap

If rain drops were kisses,
I will send you showers.
If hugs were seas,
I will send you oceans.
And if love is a person,
I will send you me! :D

Written on 020909
HAPPIEEE 23rd months anniversary my dear! :D
All i need is YOU.
I lurve euuuuuuuu Joshuayeap hubby!(: <3!

Love,
Joshua yeap's,
Cheryl Ng

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