Tuesday, December 30, 2008
firstlu , i want to say , i love my one and only,
cheryl ng li jia............. <33333~~

okay i was caught red-handed by my mom for
having my own money in my wallet!
i have been keeping it from her for so long!
then now she saw..
i bet that she is not going to give me money
now...... including pocket money..
and wait for me until i spend my money finish.
hhaiiszxzxz... that amt of money, not she gave it
to me de!!! ):
i believe she wont give me even school reopens,
her pattern is always, got own money use.
even today i cut hair, must use own money,
food also. -.- argh........................................................
money money money.
money makes the world go round.
however, money makes me PRESSURIZED !!
~Joshua Yeap, 10:38 PM
i got a dressing down this morning.
i was told to cut my hair shorter,
which i am unwilling to.
~Joshua Yeap, 9:47 AM
Monday, December 29, 2008
hi, im back from malaysia.
today was supposed to be a day out with darling.
however, there was a slight change, as she had to
go to school to help out in the orientation from
630am to 630pm. tough job.
i am being forced to go and cut my hair tomorrow.
i am unwilling, because this is the 1st time i have
kept my hair for so long ( 2months to be )
my new year this year, will be in malaysia.
im very very upset.
everytime go, not sian one meh.
i feel that i should be asked and have a choice
of whether i want to go.
~Joshua Yeap, 11:27 AM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
today i attended my cousin's marital rites at a catholic church,
in toa payoh. attended his dinner, and just got back.
the food served was really fantastic.
and the take away gift was like,
sweets custom made with the bride and the groom's names
carved on it, with a heart.
i suppose this meant that they would be sweet together like
sweets and honey. ( sweet )
this wedding was something different, one that i have witnessed.

i am taking part in the TNP challange.
so buy your new paper on friday, see if i have won anything!
hahaha.
~Joshua Yeap, 11:56 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008
why do i not have those words??
iloveyou cherylng.
please remember me everywhere you go. =/
~Joshua Yeap, 9:03 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
christmas is not about shopping at orchard road.
its about God's gift to us, everyone of us.

For God so loved the world that he gave his one
and only begotten son, so that whoever believes
in him shall not perish, but have eternal life.
John 3:16.
~Joshua Yeap, 11:47 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
angry. unhappy.
one must know how to honour his/her words.
wishing everyone an early merry christmas,
and a prosperous 2009.
~Joshua Yeap, 11:27 PM
today is an unhappy day.
~Joshua Yeap, 9:51 AM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
i ate rojak with darling today.
she only ate the duno what.
so i had to eat the pineapples and cucumber. -_____-
thats cheating.
~Joshua Yeap, 11:58 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
yes! i dun have to go to malaysia tomorrow (:
bored at home today =(
~Joshua Yeap, 10:27 PM
Friday, December 19, 2008
today dear forgot to bring money.
so this kind hubby of hers had to buy for her ! ^^
i love you cheryl ng..
~Joshua Yeap, 7:29 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
you have no basic trust in me.
why are you questioning me like a suspect when you
have heard from only one person? i already told you
the truth. ask yourself, how i have been treating you
over this period of time, and ask yourself if i would
do something behind your back. it is frustrating for
me do you know that, to be accused?
when something happens, people will deny.
did i deny? what you did was listening to a person's
perspective, without asking the others around, and
jumping into conclusions and sounded like i betrayed
you. whats wrong with you? havent you known me
well enough and surely understand that i will never do
that?
you started by asking me, and now you are not replying me.
what now?
i feel that you do not have the basic trust for me at all.
suspecting me like i have betrayed you, the way you
questioned me.
when you ask something, and then i reply, and you do not
reply, this tells me alot of things. not only does it apply
to me, it applies to everyone. when you keep quiet about
something, it can mean alot of things.
it really makes me upset and angry that you would be
so uptight about such a matter, listening to a person's
perspective.
if you were me, im sure you would be very angry too.
now i've hit the top of my roof. im really sickening angry.
~Joshua Yeap, 5:49 PM
back in singapore after a night.
walao eh.-.-
suddenly go de. not i want to go.
~Joshua Yeap, 3:45 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
today i watched darling eat noodle, and i took a snapshot of her.
she din know i was taking it lah, if not where got allow me to take??
dear said $1.80 can buy noodle, haha... (:
in the end, the kind soul here paid for her. muahaha.
i told her to went home early so we both could have a rest today.
it was tiring for both of us for the past few days , with our own
attachments..
i love you darling ^^
~Joshua Yeap, 9:13 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
you could have met me today, but you did not want to.

failed to score again today!! but earned a penalty.
i wasnt expecting that, as i have already gotten the ball.
but the referee said it was a elbow to me from behind.
dint realise it though.. i wanted to take the penalty.
someone else took it in the end. =x
when will i ever score again. -.-
~Joshua Yeap, 11:33 PM
i must score a goal today provided they pass to me.
i was kept out last game with an injury which i played
for close to 20minutes, only assisting 2times, and missing
a shot in front of goal. the previous 2nd game i did not even
see much of the ball, because i duno why -.- even i was in
a clear position to score i did not get the ball bah.
football is not about a individual star, its about the whole team.
everyone wants to be a striker, because they recieve most glory.
but a whole team is more important than an individual.
~Joshua Yeap, 8:17 AM
Monday, December 15, 2008
i just came back from malaysia. it was such a torture.
i was forced to cut my hair, when they were going to buy a dog.
-.- so big size the dog almost 2x KG !!! price not confirmed yet.
i missed darling alot .. argh......
chelsea 1-1 west ham (:
the big 4 dropped points,
middlesbrough 1-1 arsenal
liverpool 2-2 hull
tottenham 0-0 manchester united...
alright... off to play game.. cya. !
~Joshua Yeap, 2:35 PM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
yesterday, i went with darling to toa payoh library.
then toured the pasar malam there . (:
we had lunch together for the first time in duno how
long........................ ):
im still sleepy, but i am awake. (:
~Joshua Yeap, 7:57 AM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
went out with darling today.
sent my watch for repair again -.-
then walked at toa payoh.
then i sent darling home.
suddenly, i get bored of fifa online 2008 le. -.-
what should i do next... -.-
~Joshua Yeap, 9:05 PM
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
hi all. back from 3D2N stay in malaysia. it was awful.
i loathe going there because i always get stomach aches
after food. for example, on sunday, i had steak, followed
by salbal fish, curry squid, satay, and lots of food.
monday night too. claypot chicken, carrot cake, hokkien
mee, otah. -.- afternoon ate curry chicken. wth!!
thats only food. what i was doing there was.. watching
movies, to kill off time. i watched 'hancock' and the movie
is full of the word asshole. next i watched, madagascar 2,
not bad, quite funny, hahahs. then today morning just
completed a treble of movies by watching BOLT.
it was a kiddy show.
and the bad thing is, i miss darling alot, cant wait to see
her tomorrow.
worst of the worst, i forgot to switch off the internet
plug when i left home. and it has been on for hours,
close to 72 i suppose. and i think the life of the port
has shorten and if it does spoil, my parents said they
wont buy it again because it costs about 300+$$.
the last time i spoilt it was probably because of overheat.
i hope it wont happen to me again.
~Joshua Yeap, 3:27 PM
Sunday, December 7, 2008
my mother called me to wake up in the morning.
i slept at about 4am and just woke up-.-
i have to leave home at about 9.30 am . zzz -______-
i will miss darling very much . ):
~Joshua Yeap, 8:00 AM
Saturday, December 6, 2008
what the fuck ?? i have to learn how to go to malaysia myself.-.-
ownself take bus then parents pick me up at shell petrol station
after the malaysia checkpoint.. zzz-____________________-
so manfan. got jam, then must walk like the 1km seperating
malaysia and singapore.
1. im lazy.
2. i dun wan to go.
zzz. i will just ton the night, then overslept.
whats frustrating is that she wants me to wake up at 9 plus.
my first response was 'shen jing bing'. i told her please la.
i only wake up at 10.4x-11am. and now i have to wake up
at 9am. and leave home. ownself take mrt to kranji.
then take the bus to woodlands checkpoint. actually i knew
how to go, i acted blur because i did not want to go. -.-
and i will be forced to go tomorrow, coming back on tuesday
evening. -.- NIAMA.
~Joshua Yeap, 8:47 AM
Friday, December 5, 2008
bored at home.
~Joshua Yeap, 2:29 PM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
i finally saw darling for the first time in 216hours, yesterday.
had lunch together, sent her home... walked around hub, doing
nothing. LOLZ-_____________________________-
like i said, Man.United and Tottenham would move into the
last four of the League Cup.
ManUnited won 5-3 at home to Blackburn thanks to 4goals
from Carlos Tevez and a goal by Luis Nani.
Holders Tottenham came back from a goal down to win 2-1
with goals from Roman Pauvylchenko and Darren Bent away.
last four - Derby County, Burnley, Tottenham, Man.United.
odds are for United to win their first silverware.
semi-finals will be played over 2legs, and i hope Totternham
and ManUnited would not meet in the s-finals.
i shall await the semi-final draw.
oh ya, darling is still sleeping -______________________-
i text her but she did not reply.....................
little wonder as its still 9.20am !!!
~Joshua Yeap, 9:16 AM
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Burnley knocked Arsenal out of the League Cup with a
2-0 victory at home, advancing to the last four of the
competition, leaving the gunners yet another miserable
cup run.
Derby joined Burnley in the last four, with a 90th
penalty which sealed the victory at Stoke city.
Matches tomorrow morning ( 4am +8 GMT )
Watford v Tottenham
ManUnited v Blackburn
if all goes well, i suppose Tottenham and ManUnited
would go through to the last four.
If Tottenham and United do not meet in the semi-finals
i would expect them to be in finals.
but, the weaker teams would throw all they got because
they have nothing to lose, but the 'bigger' clubs would
use their reservers, that's how Arsenal lost.
we'll see the results.
oh. let me predict.
Watford 1-3 Tottenham.
ManUnited 2-0 Blackburn.
~Joshua Yeap, 9:44 AM
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Happy 14th month honey :D
(14months past, my love for you is
ever the same, and i would love to
repeat this for 15, 16, 17 months,
etc.etc. till the end of my life.)

i'd love you to spend more time with me.
i'd love not to ever quarrel with you again.
i'd love us to 'yi ren rang yi bu' at times, so
we won't end up quarreling.
i'd love for you to be understanding towards
me.
i'd love you forever, the way you want.
i'd love it, if you would be how i would want
and wish you to be.
i'd love you to be by my side forever.
honey.
you'd love me to spend more time with you.
you'd love not to ever quarrel with me again.
you'd love us to 'yi ren rang yi bu' at times, so
we wont't end up quarreling.
you'd love for me to be understanding towards
you.
you'd love me forever, the way i want.
you'd love it, if i would be how you would want
and wish me to be.

honey, i'd love you to want me.
the way i want to.
the way that it should be.
honey, you'd love me to want you.
the way that you want to.
the way that it should be.
if you'd only let it be.

you're the heartbeat in my life.
you're the loveliest to me.
you're my life.
you're my love.
you're my everything.
you're my only one forever.
i'm the heartbeat in your life.
i'm the loveliest to you.
i'm your life.
i'm your love.
i'm your everything.
i'm your only one forever.

the greatest thing in all my life is loving you.
the greatest thing in all your life is loving me.
i'd want to love you more.
you'd want to love me more.
i'd want to love you more and more.
you'd want to love me more and more.
the greatest thing in all my life is to love you more.
the greatest thing in all your life is to love me more.

i'd love cheryl ng li jia with all my heart and soul,
forever, as i have never seen such a lovely person
before.
honey, i'd promise to love you more and more.
* the greatest thing in all my life is to love you more! :D

02102007 2222hrs, until my very last breath,
i will remain faithful to you, and be your one and only.
i will not let anything come between us, nor break us
apart. nothing will prove to be difficult for us,
as we will solve all obstacles together.
i want to be by your side forever.
just like you would want me to be by your side forever.
With all my love to Cheryl Ng Li Jia HONEY! (: <333~
~Joshua Yeap, 12:16 AM
Monday, December 1, 2008
back from malaysia after 3 horrid days there. -.-
saturday there was like a torture as the temperature
was about 40deg celcius. slept in air con room.
played sudoku.-.- sleep. watch tv.
sunday also same same, woke up late watch tv.
night went to eat rubbish -.- means order around de.
then buy disc, went home about 9pm. then went to
nearby restaurant (2km++ away) to catch the
Manchester derby. and ronaldo was sent off. -.-
Rooney scored the winner and United won 1-0.
missed Chelsea Arsenal clash and Chelsea lost 1-2.
watched the 'Beverly Hills ChiHuaHua' during
midnight.LOL. 50% warrior 50% love 100% chihuahua.
then woke up at 10+ this morning, watched another
movie, so sian really nothing to do. played sudoku
as the temperature was really scorching.
stomach pain today too. -.-
called darling, reminded her to be home early.
and now im home.
quite unhappy about seeing some things. =/
~Joshua Yeap, 6:52 PM
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Honey is my love, my life, my everything.
Love darling, higher than the skies above,
deeper than the oceans,
and wider than the universe!
02102007, 2222hrs was that magical night,
and the night will never end.
It's a PROMISE !

Whoever insults darling,
will die horribly.
In the name of joshua!
AND my name work wonders.
I can assure to that. ") try me.
triple dare.


DREAMS and HOPES .

1.Love darling more and more
2.Old handphone to function!!! all the messages she sent me are in there!!
3.Wants to show concern, but don't want to hurt her
4.Wants to show that i care, but am afraid of wrong approach.
5.Hopes she will not even rule out the possibility to reconcile in the future.
6.Wants to watch movie with her
7.Wants to embrace her in my arms ever again
8.Wants to show love, care and concern to her.
9.Wants to do everything that i can to win her heart back.
10.Hopes that the op is not needed!!!!
11.Hopes that she will gain back confidence in r/s
12.Hopes that she still has an affection for me
13.Hopes that somehow, someday, she will come back to me.



HATES

no hates at the moment. love thy neighbour, love thy enemy, says the bible.


The Word Game (NEW!)

when i update my blog, i will put a word randomly daily.. whoever guesses it first, shall win something from me. eg: Joshua < 4 > has < 9 > for a start, it shall be 17 words first.


Our Love Will Live Forever! !

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If rain drops were kisses,
I will send you showers.
If hugs were seas,
I will send you oceans.
And if love is a person,
I will send you me! :D

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HAPPIEEE 23rd months anniversary my dear! :D
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I lurve euuuuuuuu Joshuayeap hubby!(: <3!

Love,
Joshua yeap's,
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