today. i went with darling to her designated place. very far.
of course, i had done some research before hand, on what
bus to take, and how to get there by the fastest way.
and so, we met at amk mrt station's gantry and headed
towards buona vista. from there we had to walk quite
some distance, opp. buona vista mrt in front of NTU and MOE.
the bus we had to wait for over 20mins, and i was really quite
pissed off, as the weather was really warm. bus service 200
came and we boarded the bus..
we got off, quite deep inside, like forest like that..
then walked backwards AND THERE CAME THIS STUPID PART.
we climbed a slope for like 200meters. we were walking uphill!
both of our muscles really hurt... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
great. when we finally walked on flat pavement, there were signs
that it was about to rain. nevertheless, we persevered and walked
further. then, this time, there was lighting. so we joked around,
we said, hey, cant 'persevere' le. ( one of the core values )
if persevere sure struck by lightning... because we still had over
an hour walk to finish. had we walked further in, i think i would
have become minced meat by now.
lightning, thunder. so dear said to me, ' we better run back now ' .
i was like oblivious to the surrounding, and i said, walk on lah.
that was when i know we had to walk on for another hour.
without further ado, we ran downhill. LOL
just now walk up so tough, then we were running down.
i thought to myself i was never going to go back up again. !!!!!!!
we took some photos there too ~
waited for bus so long.. and i saw the light flash past me...
lucky did not hit us.. there were lots of trees surrounding the
area.. okay enough about this ! something new, new experience.
then.. off we went to bukit batok, the place i stayed where i was
young.. due to some personal matters ( i dun wan to say ; only
some people know the real reason ) i moved to ang mo kio.
i was explaining to dear the various places at clementi, dover,
jurong east, and bukit batok.. muahaha..
examples are like, SP , IMM and West Mall.
we went to West Mall to have lunch.
guess what?
Fingers lickin' good. yup. very good.
it was darling's treat today, so i had my fill :D
thank me, kfc. im the biggest fan of chili. i ate 1/2 x 3 containers
of chili. the container was the one used to put mashed potato.
so if kfc's chili runs out fast, it might be me.. haha..
just joking. i haven been there for ages.... D:
i saw the chicken thigh.. very greasy.. looks like i will gain weight.
'toured' around West Mall. we walked from the 5th level to the
ground level.. visited shops and arcade, just to take a look.
Comics connection, Library too. i borrowed a book.
went to sports shop, dear wanted to see water bottle, but it
was too gigantic for her, so we dropped the idea.
then tom and stefanie :D the place where i bought my first few
soft toys there. i took a winnie and pooh balloon and posed
for darling to take a photo for me.. very funny~ so i do not want
to post it here.. walked around.. wanted to eat some korean ice
cream but it costs $3.50, so forget it i said...
off we went on our way home ~ i read the book i borrowed in
the train and there is this @%)*#)#* person who sat beside me
who was panting heavily and his fking mouth was so fking smelly.
i bet a thousand dollars that he had just smoked before entering
the train. when he sat beside me, he panted heavily, and i was
forced to take in his 'carbon dioxide' filled with the remains of
the smelly cigarette. i hate smokers, i can assure you to that.
fk that guy, luckily it was only 3 stops, if not i would have done
something about it.
got home. skipped dinner. rest. played awhile fifa online.
dad come back , cursing and swearing behind my back.
my mom told me he said that the reason i did not want to go
to malaysia was to play fifa online and to watch football.
bloody hell. get this right.
1. i got home at 7+ .
2. i had only played fifa only less than 45mins.
3. i did not watch the tv today after i switched the tv off last
night at about 11pm because i was so devasted that manu
were trashed by their fiercest rivals at home.
so i shouted. i said, since you doubt me, then dun everything ask
me to go to malaysia. everytime want go tell me go already,
i dun even have freedom at all. FUCKING BLOODY hell.
im taking my exams this year and you parents dun even care
about what is fucking right for me.
you decide everything for me and when i dun produce results,
you fucking hell scold me. why cant you people let me do what i
want and i will prove to you i have the brains for it.
fucking hell, i do your way without any freedom. all you do
is just to scold when things go wrong. you want everything to go
your way. and when its not your way, you curse and swear.
in the first place, why buy a house in malaysia? convinience?
then i tell you, its fucking not. each time you people tell me,
oh , we're going in in 10mins time, i get fucking pissed off.
you decide, when you feel like going, you say, when you feel like
not, well, that has never happened before.
LOOK. i have been a very good and understanding child already.i go in with you all without complaining. and what i get from youparents? bloody shit. you said i was at home whole day playing my computer games, watching television when i was out therealmost never going to return back home.BUT YOU ARE TELLING ME TO GO IN WEEKLY WITHOUT
FAIL. fuck. this is why i lament that i have no fking freedom at
all. like all my friends, who have to go in as well, they do not
go in weekly, they cant stand it.
i go in, feeling miserable, but do i have a choice? am i your child
or am i just like a guard dog ?
please . spare a thought for how i feel .