i have already done my best for all subjects.
so why am i still getting scolded? i always put in effort,
recently, i did my social studies, then why teacher collecting
de shi hou, give the bu gan nian the face, like why must collect
it like that. why is it like this? its giving me alot of stress.
i just got my oral marks which im not satisfied with. 31/40.
one word for it, SUCKY. for A1, i can only make 45 mistakes
out of 180, and for A2 i can only make 54 mistakes. so now
my chances for getting A1 is super slim, and i have to go for A2
now. i WILL NOT settle for a B3. totally not my standard.
if i have to fuck myself all the way to get what i want, i will
fucking push myself. my morale is super low now, the stress
im getting. but i have to overcome it. at the end of the day, it
is still the paper which im going to sit for, which determines
which route i will take.
everything is sitting pretty for me at the moment, except
chinese. that one i nothing to say. dnt i worry.
the rest, english, physics, chem, geography, social studies,
and poa, im not really worried for them.
maths is horrible for me, i really dun understand, but i have
to put in effort, and not tend to fall asleep in class cause of
boredness. =/
just got back test paper for physics today, 17.5/25 ! 70%=A2.
1st time. i hope the 'hand of god' will bring me through the
exams. wish me luck for exams (:
i believe, i must and i can excel.
if only i can be less stressed.