sorry for making dear cry again.
i lost my temper and just raised my voice a little. ;X
but darling was very upset, sorry, very very sorry.
i should not have lost my temper, but because
darling did not answer me several times when i
asked her things. but its over now, she has
promised not to keep quiet when i ask her things.
and i have promised her not to raise my voice at
her. not even one bit. im really sorry, i did not mean
it, really. i love you, to the max. i swear.
im not a perfect person??
im balding, i got squinted eyes, six fingers, and
i have crooked toes. ^^

today had oral practise in class, with madam how.
i wanted to do my best for it, because i am going
all out for a 1 for the eoy exams. madam how says
i have the depth to do so, just that im careless at
times. my oral had been 10/12 for the past few
years, and its time to make it 11-12, because
the 1mark might be the mark that seperates me
from a 1 and 2. i have to think ahead. so what
i did today, the first time i read, i was caught
by the last sentence, so well i read, until the last
sentence, i stumbled, i read wrongly, and i tried
to make amendments, but i got a 10. i read with
emotions as well.
so, i opted to do it again, this time i did with less
emotions, and just read through, just like how i
would read normally. i made more mistakes this
time, but got a 10 again. it was the same passage.
i told madam how i wanted to try again, this time
a different passage, this time i did it perfectly,
madam how rated me 11/12. that was just a
practise, i know that with more practise, i will
surely get what i want for english. i know that
i have to work hard and darling will be behind me.
have to work hard to picture discussion too.
i must, and can make less than 25mistakes only.

madam how also added that i can be the MC
for events, she also added that it would be boring
to see the same people on stage, over and over
again. i've said that if the school wants me to do
it, i will do it for the school. but if the school does
not see anything in me, then forget it. just like
if i recieve a call up to play for singapore, i will.
but to play for the singapore u-19 team, i have
to impress in the 7-aside tournoment held at
the hiding place this saturday. if i perform well,
i might have a chance to join the singapore
squad. many people are eyeing for that spot,
too. but i think my chances are only a mere
1%, because im still recovering from my heel
injury, and i have to throw in my best on
saturday. maybe i can have a great comeback,
it has been months since i last hit top form.
if i impress, i might have a trial with the
singapore u-19 squad. and i hope to achieve
something from there, if not, gain experience.
my goal is to net 2goals during the game,
may it hit the back of the net!!

lastly, thanks to x.xinyi for helping me post
today. my blog is down, and i cant move
further from the dashboard page. it hangs
there, nothing comes out at all. my dumb
computer just refuses to move. aww, so sad.

my dear cheryl ng,
i promise to do anything to keep you happy
everyday. i will work hard to be your caring
and loving boyf. give me some time.
love you so much.
higher than the skies above...
deeper than the oceans...
wider than the universe...
oh oh marvellous love! ;X
sorry, i got carried away, but i meant it.
you're so loved. because, there is only one
you. another you is just impossible to find.

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Joshua Yeap Wei Chia aka zAki
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Honey is my love, my life, my everything.
Love darling, higher than the skies above,
deeper than the oceans,
and wider than the universe!
02102007, 2222hrs was that magical night,
and the night will never end.
It's a PROMISE !

Whoever insults darling,
will die horribly.
In the name of joshua!
AND my name work wonders.
I can assure to that. ") try me.
triple dare.



1.Love darling more and more
2.Old handphone to function!!! all the messages she sent me are in there!!
3.Wants to show concern, but don't want to hurt her
4.Wants to show that i care, but am afraid of wrong approach.
5.Hopes she will not even rule out the possibility to reconcile in the future.
6.Wants to watch movie with her
7.Wants to embrace her in my arms ever again
8.Wants to show love, care and concern to her.
9.Wants to do everything that i can to win her heart back.
10.Hopes that the op is not needed!!!!
11.Hopes that she will gain back confidence in r/s
12.Hopes that she still has an affection for me
13.Hopes that somehow, someday, she will come back to me.




no hates at the moment. love thy neighbour, love thy enemy, says the bible.



when i update my blog, i will put a word randomly daily.. whoever guesses it first, shall win something from me. eg: Joshua < 4 > has < 9 > for a start, it shall be 17 words first.

Our Love Will Live Forever! !

2nd October 2007 ♥
CherylNg {3 JoshuaYeap

If rain drops were kisses,
I will send you showers.
If hugs were seas,
I will send you oceans.
And if love is a person,
I will send you me! :D

Written on 020909
HAPPIEEE 23rd months anniversary my dear! :D
All i need is YOU.
I lurve euuuuuuuu Joshuayeap hubby!(: <3!

Love,
Joshua yeap's,
Cheryl Ng

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