Thursday, July 31, 2008
|
i'll do everything to salvage the relationship.
because a girl like you is impossible to find.
because a girl like you is impossible to find.
~Joshua Yeap, 8:40 PM |
hardly slept a wink last night. had a tiff with dear. it was really
a small matter, but i chose not to forgive her, which lead to all
the things that happened. had i been more patient, and more
forgiving, maybe nothing would have happened at all. although
i wept for the first time in 10months, it will not salvage the
situation. whats done cannot be undone. i have to admit that
i was really harsh with my words, but i only wanted time alone.
then i got the reply, maybe you will find a better gf than me,
maybe it is better that we are friends, the memories will stay
with me forever, so on and so fourth. i have never thought this
way. maybe it was a misunderstanding, but one thing that
cannot be changed is that we both hurt each other, but i believe
that i was the one who started it. maybe im not as good as she
thinks. although people listening to the story, might think that
someone else is at fault, but i cannot say like this. how am i to
go up to the person and say, oi your fault la. u cause everything.
so now, i dun even know what state we are in. friends, or maybe
something else? im in doubt. honestly. she says she will consider
about it. maybe all things are hard to change, the pain will take
a very long time to heal.
but one thing i believe that i will never change.
> she will never walk alone.
i'm sorry about all the things i said to you.
a small matter, but i chose not to forgive her, which lead to all
the things that happened. had i been more patient, and more
forgiving, maybe nothing would have happened at all. although
i wept for the first time in 10months, it will not salvage the
situation. whats done cannot be undone. i have to admit that
i was really harsh with my words, but i only wanted time alone.
then i got the reply, maybe you will find a better gf than me,
maybe it is better that we are friends, the memories will stay
with me forever, so on and so fourth. i have never thought this
way. maybe it was a misunderstanding, but one thing that
cannot be changed is that we both hurt each other, but i believe
that i was the one who started it. maybe im not as good as she
thinks. although people listening to the story, might think that
someone else is at fault, but i cannot say like this. how am i to
go up to the person and say, oi your fault la. u cause everything.
so now, i dun even know what state we are in. friends, or maybe
something else? im in doubt. honestly. she says she will consider
about it. maybe all things are hard to change, the pain will take
a very long time to heal.
but one thing i believe that i will never change.
> she will never walk alone.
i'm sorry about all the things i said to you.
~Joshua Yeap, 6:23 AM |
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
|
poa 18/20 for AA ! zai.
i wanted to share with you my experiences in school today.
you refused to listen to me, wanting to wait for your friends.
you could have chose to spend some time with me today,
but you refused to. in the end, your friends went out, and
you have to go back for the stupid programme. you could
have chose to leave at 1.45 and be back at 2.30. why be
so fickle-minded? you agreed to go out for lunch with me,
and this last minute thing has to come, so why blame me
for being angry at you? im not sure if i will forgive you this
time round, because i dun even know whether i want to
be with you. it keeps happening like this over again and
again. we have promised to change such things but nothing
so far. im really getting sick and tired of it.
dun blame me, if we really have to seperate.
i cannot predict the future.
i have not been single for over 10months, and i dream
of doing so.
i wanted to share with you my experiences in school today.
you refused to listen to me, wanting to wait for your friends.
you could have chose to spend some time with me today,
but you refused to. in the end, your friends went out, and
you have to go back for the stupid programme. you could
have chose to leave at 1.45 and be back at 2.30. why be
so fickle-minded? you agreed to go out for lunch with me,
and this last minute thing has to come, so why blame me
for being angry at you? im not sure if i will forgive you this
time round, because i dun even know whether i want to
be with you. it keeps happening like this over again and
again. we have promised to change such things but nothing
so far. im really getting sick and tired of it.
dun blame me, if we really have to seperate.
i cannot predict the future.
i have not been single for over 10months, and i dream
of doing so.
~Joshua Yeap, 4:07 PM |
Monday, July 28, 2008
|
had chicken rice for lunch with darling today. so happy.
yum yum ! i love you, cheryl ng !
yum yum ! i love you, cheryl ng !
~Joshua Yeap, 5:28 PM |
Sunday, July 27, 2008
|
while waiting for the tram at sentosa,
i noticed something. there is someone
stalking darling and i. tried to take
this photo but failed. hahaha.
zhongwei bro and x.xinyi at sentosa
yesterday. i did not stalk them.
this photo was taken during 7th june,
a day after my birthday, at dhoby
ghaut. that is darling and i, having
indonesian food for tea-break/dinner.
and i still can remember...
there is a problem with my posting of pictures. out of 17,
only 3 can, pathetic. these are the ones that zhongwei took.
tyty. dont comment. thanks.
love cheryl ng (: she told me to watch incredible tales now.
~Joshua Yeap, 9:47 PM |
my body is still aching, very painful. i know that darling is
missing me now, i can sense it, and im missing darling
alot alot too! i hope we can go for lunch tomorrow, so
darling will choose where she wants to eat, and what
she wants to eat as well, then i will bring her there. she
said some food never eat before, feed her ask her try also
dun want. -.- cannot force lahh. i have problems uploading
pictures to blogger everytime. each time i tried, i failed to
do so. -.- i will try again, only if darling allows me to do so.
i have to ask her for permission as it will not be nice to do
it my way of posting without her knowledge. i hope to hear
her answer soon, and uploading pictures long ago, and the
recent one, the trip to sentosa. (((:
missing me now, i can sense it, and im missing darling
alot alot too! i hope we can go for lunch tomorrow, so
darling will choose where she wants to eat, and what
she wants to eat as well, then i will bring her there. she
said some food never eat before, feed her ask her try also
dun want. -.- cannot force lahh. i have problems uploading
pictures to blogger everytime. each time i tried, i failed to
do so. -.- i will try again, only if darling allows me to do so.
i have to ask her for permission as it will not be nice to do
it my way of posting without her knowledge. i hope to hear
her answer soon, and uploading pictures long ago, and the
recent one, the trip to sentosa. (((:
~Joshua Yeap, 9:23 PM |
Saturday, July 26, 2008
|
today is a very tiring day. soccer match in the morning, and
then sentosa. i just got back home, after a nice bath.
match, i ran for 80minutes, with just 7minutes rest. we lost
2-3 because our only 4 of our 11main players turned up.
the 7 we played today were last minute changes, the last time
the main 11 played, they won both. this is a team which are
playing together for the first time, and do not know one
another's abilities and weaknesses. i thought i did fairly well
today, with some skills, i went past 3defenders, and slotted
the ball to sam, who made it 2-2. but a goalkeeper blunder
gave opponents to steal a win right at the death. sad.
football is a cruel game. but credit to them, 4man took the
effort to cut me down whenever i had the ball. i found it
really difficult to get past them. they were cross-marking
me, 2 on my left 2 on my right, and close to me. power!
sentosa next! went to sentosa with alot of friends, i dun
think i can name all of them here. but all i can say is that
i had a great and wonderful time with dear there. i fed here
with some food and drinks, and she did the same for me too.
although i bullied her, by throwing sand at her, she did the
same as well too. -.- but i think i won the war. i threw at
here i think more than 10times, but she threw at me only
a few times. had balls games, and wow. netball is really a
difficult game. the xinyi keep throw high ball want me to
mis-catch, but bleah, i caught it even though how high you
threw it. today is the day where i ran for more than 12hours
and walked for 3hours of walk/stand the rest of the time,
1hour is waiting and sitting slack all those.
this is the first time i ran for 12hours. and my legs are
aching. a wonderful day with darling, everyone. it was a
last minute decision for me wanting to go. i told darling i was
not going at first, so it was a surpise. hehehe =X
i hope there will be more future events like this. (:
*i have never forgotten who i am. i am joshua, who dosent change.
im a winning person, the same mission, the same motivation.
only one goal. love cheryl ng for a lifetime.*
- i hope this motivates me in everything that i do.
please give me the strength and wisdom to do so.
then sentosa. i just got back home, after a nice bath.
match, i ran for 80minutes, with just 7minutes rest. we lost
2-3 because our only 4 of our 11main players turned up.
the 7 we played today were last minute changes, the last time
the main 11 played, they won both. this is a team which are
playing together for the first time, and do not know one
another's abilities and weaknesses. i thought i did fairly well
today, with some skills, i went past 3defenders, and slotted
the ball to sam, who made it 2-2. but a goalkeeper blunder
gave opponents to steal a win right at the death. sad.
football is a cruel game. but credit to them, 4man took the
effort to cut me down whenever i had the ball. i found it
really difficult to get past them. they were cross-marking
me, 2 on my left 2 on my right, and close to me. power!
sentosa next! went to sentosa with alot of friends, i dun
think i can name all of them here. but all i can say is that
i had a great and wonderful time with dear there. i fed here
with some food and drinks, and she did the same for me too.
although i bullied her, by throwing sand at her, she did the
same as well too. -.- but i think i won the war. i threw at
here i think more than 10times, but she threw at me only
a few times. had balls games, and wow. netball is really a
difficult game. the xinyi keep throw high ball want me to
mis-catch, but bleah, i caught it even though how high you
threw it. today is the day where i ran for more than 12hours
and walked for 3hours of walk/stand the rest of the time,
1hour is waiting and sitting slack all those.
this is the first time i ran for 12hours. and my legs are
aching. a wonderful day with darling, everyone. it was a
last minute decision for me wanting to go. i told darling i was
not going at first, so it was a surpise. hehehe =X
i hope there will be more future events like this. (:
*i have never forgotten who i am. i am joshua, who dosent change.
im a winning person, the same mission, the same motivation.
only one goal. love cheryl ng for a lifetime.*
- i hope this motivates me in everything that i do.
please give me the strength and wisdom to do so.
~Joshua Yeap, 11:19 PM |
Friday, July 25, 2008
|
captains ball for pe in school today. won both matches.
3na + 3ta best team versus 2e2 boys team, and 3e1
boys team. against the 2e2 boys, we won 7-2 with
me scoring 4 goals from difficult angles. and i fought
for every ball. thats a star player =xx. i got myself
a little bruised. 2nd game. 6-6 going into last 30sec,
i just went up to be the catcher, and 2shots were
thrown to me, one too high for me because the
defender tapped upwards and it was already
going over. so i did not bother to touch it. but lady
luck smiled at me and allowed me to catch the ball
right at the death of the game. (((: so, i think im
the man of the match^^. i hope that this form can
go into tomorrow's soccer match. hand games and
leg games, are different. i might be a winner today,
but i might be the first to get injured tomorrow.
i was locked outside home for 1hr30min. my sis
took my keys, my mom said she thought that it
was hers, and my sister said she did not know that
she was holding my key. -.- i call my mom she say
she working tell me resolve myself. zzz.
i want to attend jiahua's birthday celebration
tomorrow. she is my 'best' female friend. one i can
share my problems with at times. i hope my dad
will allow me to go tomorrow. off to play computer
games now, and i have to rest early tonight. keep
myself fresh for tomorrow. but currently, im very
tired. 2hours of running today. tomorrow another
90minutes? then sentosa, if allowed. wow. 2days,
of non-rest. lol. except sleep. bye guys!
*i have never forgotten who i am. i am joshua, who dosent change.
im a winning person, the same mission, the same motivation.
only one goal. love cheryl ng for a lifetime.*
- i hope this motivates me in everything that i do.
please give me the strength and wisdom to do so.
3na + 3ta best team versus 2e2 boys team, and 3e1
boys team. against the 2e2 boys, we won 7-2 with
me scoring 4 goals from difficult angles. and i fought
for every ball. thats a star player =xx. i got myself
a little bruised. 2nd game. 6-6 going into last 30sec,
i just went up to be the catcher, and 2shots were
thrown to me, one too high for me because the
defender tapped upwards and it was already
going over. so i did not bother to touch it. but lady
luck smiled at me and allowed me to catch the ball
right at the death of the game. (((: so, i think im
the man of the match^^. i hope that this form can
go into tomorrow's soccer match. hand games and
leg games, are different. i might be a winner today,
but i might be the first to get injured tomorrow.
i was locked outside home for 1hr30min. my sis
took my keys, my mom said she thought that it
was hers, and my sister said she did not know that
she was holding my key. -.- i call my mom she say
she working tell me resolve myself. zzz.
i want to attend jiahua's birthday celebration
tomorrow. she is my 'best' female friend. one i can
share my problems with at times. i hope my dad
will allow me to go tomorrow. off to play computer
games now, and i have to rest early tonight. keep
myself fresh for tomorrow. but currently, im very
tired. 2hours of running today. tomorrow another
90minutes? then sentosa, if allowed. wow. 2days,
of non-rest. lol. except sleep. bye guys!
*i have never forgotten who i am. i am joshua, who dosent change.
im a winning person, the same mission, the same motivation.
only one goal. love cheryl ng for a lifetime.*
- i hope this motivates me in everything that i do.
please give me the strength and wisdom to do so.
~Joshua Yeap, 6:52 PM |
Thursday, July 24, 2008
|
had lunch with darling in school today. seeing her eat,
just simply makes my dad. so cute, the way she ate.
i can still recall. shared the green tea, and the six
seaweed chickens, and she went for her netball, while
i went for the YEG talk. it was really bored, i swear.
i tried to go along with the speaker, responding every
thing she said. and it came to a part when she said
big , small , or medium, and i burst into laughters.
kai hua too. haha. birds of the same feather flock
together. actually dun wan go de. then 2.20pm finish
lesson, mdm noriani said finish 1a can go le. then i
did properly, but she said, i say the reason, never
support. then have to do again. from 1.45pm to
2.15pm zzz. poor darling waiting for me in foyer.
sorrysorry ))): i have to change by soccer boots, as
they are getting tight. my dad has agreed to allow
me to buy, but the question is when?
*i have never forgotten who i am. i am joshua, who dosent change.
im a winning person, the same mission, the same motivation.
only one goal. love cheryl ng for a lifetime.*
- i hope this motivates me in everything that i do.
please give me the strength and wisdom to do so.
just simply makes my dad. so cute, the way she ate.
i can still recall. shared the green tea, and the six
seaweed chickens, and she went for her netball, while
i went for the YEG talk. it was really bored, i swear.
i tried to go along with the speaker, responding every
thing she said. and it came to a part when she said
big , small , or medium, and i burst into laughters.
kai hua too. haha. birds of the same feather flock
together. actually dun wan go de. then 2.20pm finish
lesson, mdm noriani said finish 1a can go le. then i
did properly, but she said, i say the reason, never
support. then have to do again. from 1.45pm to
2.15pm zzz. poor darling waiting for me in foyer.
sorrysorry ))): i have to change by soccer boots, as
they are getting tight. my dad has agreed to allow
me to buy, but the question is when?
*i have never forgotten who i am. i am joshua, who dosent change.
im a winning person, the same mission, the same motivation.
only one goal. love cheryl ng for a lifetime.*
- i hope this motivates me in everything that i do.
please give me the strength and wisdom to do so.
~Joshua Yeap, 9:04 PM |
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
|
lunch at hub today, dear wanted noodles for lunch. so her mr.bank
here, treated her to lunch, and perhaps, the food was great. i ate
the duno what sweet and sour pork rice. and she ate noodles.
i ordered kaya bread with butter (zai sia!) with teh-c. wow, nice!
walked around sportslink to find a pair of new boots then i want to
change to. Liverpool's Fernando Torres boasts that boots. but
it will cost me a whopping $130, even after a staggering 60%
discount. not worth the price, but worth the fashion, espically
when a superstar wears it. im looking forward to this sat's match,
with another school, have to travel to sengkang there, i was called
up to play for the team. but i think i will settle for a reserve place
because i have not attended training as i was suspended for getting
a red card during the inter-house soccer tournament. it has been
a painful ordeal for me, as i was unable to take part in any of the
school soccer team's matches. now that im allowed to participate,
i will not let anyone down. im back, and i assure you guys that i
will hit top-form soon, back to scoring goals, new dribbling skills,
and gunning for the trophy. since this is the first time we are taking
part in the tournament, i do not have high hopes, but i will settle
for a place in the knock-out stages, also known as the last 8.
i have not done so, but i dream of winning the final.
*i have never forgotten who i am. i am joshua, who dosent change.
im a winning person, with the same mission, the same motivation.
and only one goal. love cheryl ng for a lifetime.*
- i hope this motivates me in everything i do.
please give me the strength and the wisdom to do so.
here, treated her to lunch, and perhaps, the food was great. i ate
the duno what sweet and sour pork rice. and she ate noodles.
i ordered kaya bread with butter (zai sia!) with teh-c. wow, nice!
walked around sportslink to find a pair of new boots then i want to
change to. Liverpool's Fernando Torres boasts that boots. but
it will cost me a whopping $130, even after a staggering 60%
discount. not worth the price, but worth the fashion, espically
when a superstar wears it. im looking forward to this sat's match,
with another school, have to travel to sengkang there, i was called
up to play for the team. but i think i will settle for a reserve place
because i have not attended training as i was suspended for getting
a red card during the inter-house soccer tournament. it has been
a painful ordeal for me, as i was unable to take part in any of the
school soccer team's matches. now that im allowed to participate,
i will not let anyone down. im back, and i assure you guys that i
will hit top-form soon, back to scoring goals, new dribbling skills,
and gunning for the trophy. since this is the first time we are taking
part in the tournament, i do not have high hopes, but i will settle
for a place in the knock-out stages, also known as the last 8.
i have not done so, but i dream of winning the final.
*i have never forgotten who i am. i am joshua, who dosent change.
im a winning person, with the same mission, the same motivation.
and only one goal. love cheryl ng for a lifetime.*
- i hope this motivates me in everything i do.
please give me the strength and the wisdom to do so.
~Joshua Yeap, 10:56 PM |
i have never forgotten who i am. i am joshua, who dosent change.
im a winning person, with the same mission, the same motivation.
and only one goal. love cheryl ng for a lifetime.
im a winning person, with the same mission, the same motivation.
and only one goal. love cheryl ng for a lifetime.
~Joshua Yeap, 10:54 PM |
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
|
today ate chicken rice again. i treated darling again. XDDD.
love her so much!
love her so much!
~Joshua Yeap, 6:28 PM |
5mins more in school. going off for lunch! im damn hungry.
~Joshua Yeap, 1:39 PM |
Monday, July 21, 2008
|
im tired. going to la la land now. ((:
hope i get sweet dreams of cheryl ng.
hope i get sweet dreams of cheryl ng.
~Joshua Yeap, 10:46 PM |
okay, treated dear lunch today, chicken rice again.
got improvement wor. eat faster le. hahas. always
i treat de, so used to it already. (((: but its alright,
i dun mind. i dun feel like going tuition today, very
tired. i have to come up with an excuse. oh gosh.
see ya, people. (((:
got improvement wor. eat faster le. hahas. always
i treat de, so used to it already. (((: but its alright,
i dun mind. i dun feel like going tuition today, very
tired. i have to come up with an excuse. oh gosh.
see ya, people. (((:
~Joshua Yeap, 7:07 PM |
Sunday, July 20, 2008
|
im hungry.
~Joshua Yeap, 5:17 PM |
Friday, July 18, 2008
|
i want someone to understand me for a life time.
i love cheryl ng, now and forever. <333.
i love cheryl ng, now and forever. <333.
~Joshua Yeap, 1:44 PM |
Thursday, July 17, 2008
|
brought darling to macdonalds today. she ate her well-loved
burger, mc chicken, without lettuce. me, as usual. mc wings!
lol. we everyday eat eat eat. not fat cai guai. my dad very
what de leh. say what i only bring home good results. then
the bad ones all keep. where got loh. the test i take, all i bring
back, just nice i only take 4tests, all four very good. why he
like that dun trust me sia. funny leh he. -.- i duno what to
say. dun trust me his taiji. _l_.
burger, mc chicken, without lettuce. me, as usual. mc wings!
lol. we everyday eat eat eat. not fat cai guai. my dad very
what de leh. say what i only bring home good results. then
the bad ones all keep. where got loh. the test i take, all i bring
back, just nice i only take 4tests, all four very good. why he
like that dun trust me sia. funny leh he. -.- i duno what to
say. dun trust me his taiji. _l_.
~Joshua Yeap, 10:33 PM |
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
|
went out with darling on food spree today. -.- siao sia,
we first time ate so much! chong boon market was up
first, chicken rice, then we went to another coffee shop
to have, teh si, cheese fries x2, onion rings, and chicken
nuggets. wow, spend so much today. lolx. tomorrow
maybe bring darling go watch movie, see how it goes.
the dark knight, here i come xDD
78/100 for poa aa, proud of it. (:
we first time ate so much! chong boon market was up
first, chicken rice, then we went to another coffee shop
to have, teh si, cheese fries x2, onion rings, and chicken
nuggets. wow, spend so much today. lolx. tomorrow
maybe bring darling go watch movie, see how it goes.
the dark knight, here i come xDD
78/100 for poa aa, proud of it. (:
~Joshua Yeap, 9:49 PM |
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
|
sro.zapto.org/sms - nice private maple server.
rebirth 22times already, highest in the server.
but idk why the rankings are not updated.
some had only 8rebirths and are the top player
in the server. rah. now the drop rate too much
already la, i used to be the richest in the past
but i cant say the same for now. one zak used
to drop only 30m last time, and now is dropping
300m, one horned tail dropped 80m in the past
and now, a staggering 800m. zzz. hackers earn
their money. now everybody very rich in the
server, making the server so meaningless. zzz.
i want to play other server already. (((:
i dun promise anything to anyone, i dun promise
anything to my dad, i dun promise anything.
rebirth 22times already, highest in the server.
but idk why the rankings are not updated.
some had only 8rebirths and are the top player
in the server. rah. now the drop rate too much
already la, i used to be the richest in the past
but i cant say the same for now. one zak used
to drop only 30m last time, and now is dropping
300m, one horned tail dropped 80m in the past
and now, a staggering 800m. zzz. hackers earn
their money. now everybody very rich in the
server, making the server so meaningless. zzz.
i want to play other server already. (((:
i dun promise anything to anyone, i dun promise
anything to my dad, i dun promise anything.
~Joshua Yeap, 9:49 AM |
Monday, July 14, 2008
|
i love you cheryl ng . muacks.
got 10/10 for geography ! ((:
got 10/10 for geography ! ((:
~Joshua Yeap, 9:49 PM |
Sunday, July 13, 2008
|
i promise to love cheryl ng forever.
going to bed. very sleepy. z_z
going to bed. very sleepy. z_z
~Joshua Yeap, 10:11 PM |
Saturday, July 12, 2008
|
brought darling out to sumo house to eat japanese food.
the food was great, and we enjoyed ourselves. i asked
dear to try out the octopus, she said, duno how to eat,
tell her try, eat le, say no taste, cause duno how to eat.
in the end, i have to play the 'hero' finish all the food.
order for her hor, cannot have 'veg' in it de. if not eat
liao also xin ku, then eat for what. -.- the scallops were
heavenly, i can assure you to that. darling enjoys this
kind of food, so i hope got time to bring her around eat
weekly bah. (((:
my mother came back today scold scold scold non-stop
for 20minutes, wanted to scold my sister, not me, but
always dragged me in. this is not the first time already.
i got very fed-up and just scolded both of them. lol. i
did that before, and i have to do it again. stupid loh.
my mother call my sister do things in the morning, till
6+ still havent complete, so they both pia jui, scold each
other loudly, but in the end, always i in the middle.
i was really fed up and walked out of the house. why
must i always be dragged in? my dad dosent know about
this, im not sure if i wanna tell him. i have a very
complicated family, but yet, enjoyable at times.
depending on which ones i wanna remember.
the food was great, and we enjoyed ourselves. i asked
dear to try out the octopus, she said, duno how to eat,
tell her try, eat le, say no taste, cause duno how to eat.
in the end, i have to play the 'hero' finish all the food.
order for her hor, cannot have 'veg' in it de. if not eat
liao also xin ku, then eat for what. -.- the scallops were
heavenly, i can assure you to that. darling enjoys this
kind of food, so i hope got time to bring her around eat
weekly bah. (((:
my mother came back today scold scold scold non-stop
for 20minutes, wanted to scold my sister, not me, but
always dragged me in. this is not the first time already.
i got very fed-up and just scolded both of them. lol. i
did that before, and i have to do it again. stupid loh.
my mother call my sister do things in the morning, till
6+ still havent complete, so they both pia jui, scold each
other loudly, but in the end, always i in the middle.
i was really fed up and walked out of the house. why
must i always be dragged in? my dad dosent know about
this, im not sure if i wanna tell him. i have a very
complicated family, but yet, enjoyable at times.
depending on which ones i wanna remember.
~Joshua Yeap, 7:20 PM |
Thursday, July 10, 2008
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math test , 25/25! (((: im utterly disappointed today.
your friends are still more important than me.
enough is enough.
your friends are still more important than me.
enough is enough.
~Joshua Yeap, 7:11 PM |
im bored, in school com lab now. zzz. -_- going home,
not blogging today. dun have the time. the private
server i play full of hackers, and their ranking all above
me de. how can sia. i never hack de leh. not fair le. -.-
the world is like this de loh, so practical. finishing school
at 2.20pm today. getting back maths test and geography
test, i wondered how i fared. hope i did farely well. my
mom always say i never study, my dad always say i
play com play com, lol. i showed them my poa test, even
though i got 100/100, they were not satisfied. i duno
whats up with them. hhaiis. its rather stupid, but i will
carry on gaming. i dun care anymore.
not blogging today. dun have the time. the private
server i play full of hackers, and their ranking all above
me de. how can sia. i never hack de leh. not fair le. -.-
the world is like this de loh, so practical. finishing school
at 2.20pm today. getting back maths test and geography
test, i wondered how i fared. hope i did farely well. my
mom always say i never study, my dad always say i
play com play com, lol. i showed them my poa test, even
though i got 100/100, they were not satisfied. i duno
whats up with them. hhaiis. its rather stupid, but i will
carry on gaming. i dun care anymore.
~Joshua Yeap, 9:01 AM |
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
|
darling has netball match today. wish her the best of luck.
i just got up from my sleep, the private server still cannot in.
lol. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. lazy to wait. -.- had maths test in
school today, rather easy. till then. byebye.
i just got up from my sleep, the private server still cannot in.
lol. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. lazy to wait. -.- had maths test in
school today, rather easy. till then. byebye.
~Joshua Yeap, 3:56 PM |
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
|
i have a very cute darling. her name is cheryl ng. she is a very funny person.
you know why? okay, we were on the way for mac, she wanted to eat fries.
so i have to give in to her, no choice lah! if not i kena bully by her. cheryl ng,
violate! violate! violate! argh. hahaha. she kicks me de. =x dun tell her i told
you people. shhhhhh. okay, so we were dicussing about the price. she said
she wanted to eat fries. so i said, okay, you wanna eat, you pay. =X then you
know what she said? ok lor. i pay 10cents u pay $2.40 -.- then i said she very
bad. then she said ok lah, 20cents. then i ask her, is it discount allowed? she
say no, 5cents. so become discount received. lol. poa student. lol. hahaha.
in the end, i paid of course. but the service there sucks. i will never go back
there again. the gm there even overturned a take away fries. how can be gm
sia like that! siao leh. -.- then the service like shit. order le still need to wait so
long. lol. fries only leh. so many people waiting too. then the person take my
order keep on like struggling to speak de. lol. i will never go back there again.
this saturday, i will try to bring dear out for japanese food. she likes it and
complains to me that she has never had it before. so i better give her something
this saturday. make sure she has her fill. O_O thats me, a good darling. (:
love you darling ! <333 . (((:
you know why? okay, we were on the way for mac, she wanted to eat fries.
so i have to give in to her, no choice lah! if not i kena bully by her. cheryl ng,
violate! violate! violate! argh. hahaha. she kicks me de. =x dun tell her i told
you people. shhhhhh. okay, so we were dicussing about the price. she said
she wanted to eat fries. so i said, okay, you wanna eat, you pay. =X then you
know what she said? ok lor. i pay 10cents u pay $2.40 -.- then i said she very
bad. then she said ok lah, 20cents. then i ask her, is it discount allowed? she
say no, 5cents. so become discount received. lol. poa student. lol. hahaha.
in the end, i paid of course. but the service there sucks. i will never go back
there again. the gm there even overturned a take away fries. how can be gm
sia like that! siao leh. -.- then the service like shit. order le still need to wait so
long. lol. fries only leh. so many people waiting too. then the person take my
order keep on like struggling to speak de. lol. i will never go back there again.
this saturday, i will try to bring dear out for japanese food. she likes it and
complains to me that she has never had it before. so i better give her something
this saturday. make sure she has her fill. O_O thats me, a good darling. (:
love you darling ! <333 . (((:
~Joshua Yeap, 5:32 PM |
Monday, July 7, 2008
|
gosh. i accidently npc-ed my 12 and 13dex earings! arh! billions of
mesos gone. zzz. but i have made a new faltizan. wa147 str21. (((:
the best in the world. and wa21 bwg, also best in the world. another
cape i have, 3wa 15dex, also best in the world. now waiting to scroll
a 15dex earing, and a 23deX+ shoes, have to wait to get these. (((:
can say that im the richest in the world. as i have an estimated total
assets of 2000b. and i mean it 2000b. items + mesos + white scroll.
i have 858 white scrolls, which is 858 x 80m each, about 640b at
least. + 147 faltizan, priceless. i think the amount can go above
2000b. (((: richest in the world, famous. so song.
mesos gone. zzz. but i have made a new faltizan. wa147 str21. (((:
the best in the world. and wa21 bwg, also best in the world. another
cape i have, 3wa 15dex, also best in the world. now waiting to scroll
a 15dex earing, and a 23deX+ shoes, have to wait to get these. (((:
can say that im the richest in the world. as i have an estimated total
assets of 2000b. and i mean it 2000b. items + mesos + white scroll.
i have 858 white scrolls, which is 858 x 80m each, about 640b at
least. + 147 faltizan, priceless. i think the amount can go above
2000b. (((: richest in the world, famous. so song.
~Joshua Yeap, 7:57 AM |
Sunday, July 6, 2008
|
this post is specially for those who tagged me.
Kaihua : got it. (:
Minfeng : yea, guess so.
x.Xinyi : ya la, you funny banana, no hair de =X
Shirley : ya lor, very red, she ownself rub de =X thks for tagging.
Deshawn : haha, cristiano? everytime want leave manunited.
Cindy : Yo sis ! sure ~ when i have time i will relink you people.
not sleeping so early, but my mom forces me to sleep. just now,
she keep call me burn disc for her, got maple event, made me so
lag, hanged at the screen for about 2minutes over, then event
over le, i lost. -.- then still very laggy, then when burn finish her
disc, the server down. -.- i was hacking in the server, then suddenly
server down, walao eh. -.- everyone cannot play, tio dc, must wait
for the gm for the server to fix the bug. i wonder if i dc-ed there,
whether he will see that i have hacked there. if yes, then i kena ban
lor. -.- i got so many godly equips there. argh. today just scrolled a
127 wa 13str pinaka , 13dex earings ~ and many more (:
so now, cannot play till tomorrow. i think the gm pig de, wake up at
11+, so can expect that timing ba. it will be a boring morning for me
tomorrow, with nothing to play. stupid gm. 1am only sleep already.
xMaNuNiTeDx(my ign), the zai scroller, and a new era begins. (:
Kaihua : got it. (:
Minfeng : yea, guess so.
x.Xinyi : ya la, you funny banana, no hair de =X
Shirley : ya lor, very red, she ownself rub de =X thks for tagging.
Deshawn : haha, cristiano? everytime want leave manunited.
Cindy : Yo sis ! sure ~ when i have time i will relink you people.
not sleeping so early, but my mom forces me to sleep. just now,
she keep call me burn disc for her, got maple event, made me so
lag, hanged at the screen for about 2minutes over, then event
over le, i lost. -.- then still very laggy, then when burn finish her
disc, the server down. -.- i was hacking in the server, then suddenly
server down, walao eh. -.- everyone cannot play, tio dc, must wait
for the gm for the server to fix the bug. i wonder if i dc-ed there,
whether he will see that i have hacked there. if yes, then i kena ban
lor. -.- i got so many godly equips there. argh. today just scrolled a
127 wa 13str pinaka , 13dex earings ~ and many more (:
so now, cannot play till tomorrow. i think the gm pig de, wake up at
11+, so can expect that timing ba. it will be a boring morning for me
tomorrow, with nothing to play. stupid gm. 1am only sleep already.
xMaNuNiTeDx(my ign), the zai scroller, and a new era begins. (:
~Joshua Yeap, 1:01 AM |
Friday, July 4, 2008
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someone was here to say i love you (((:
~Joshua Yeap, 2:56 PM |
Thursday, July 3, 2008
|
had geography test today, 10marks, wrote 2pages long for
3points. i hope can get 10/10 ! so that will be my 2nd full
marks running, i never get full marks for a very long time le.
and i think i deserve it because i really studied.
darling asked me if i had blogged? i think she wanna me
write in my blog that i love her alot alot lah. she messaged me
leh, can add in wo ai ni cheryl ng li jia dear! lolz. bhb hor she?
=XX ok lah, i just give to her. dun give in to her, later she
become violent, then kick me leh. i kena abused. sad sad.
okay. it goes like this.. hehehe.
i love cheryl ng li jia dear. (((:
when you see this , must cheer you up hor? love ya!
love ya, now, and forever. wee~~ muackmuacks! <333 ~
3points. i hope can get 10/10 ! so that will be my 2nd full
marks running, i never get full marks for a very long time le.
and i think i deserve it because i really studied.
darling asked me if i had blogged? i think she wanna me
write in my blog that i love her alot alot lah. she messaged me
leh, can add in wo ai ni cheryl ng li jia dear! lolz. bhb hor she?
=XX ok lah, i just give to her. dun give in to her, later she
become violent, then kick me leh. i kena abused. sad sad.
okay. it goes like this.. hehehe.
i love cheryl ng li jia dear. (((:
when you see this , must cheer you up hor? love ya!
love ya, now, and forever. wee~~ muackmuacks! <333 ~
~Joshua Yeap, 8:51 PM |
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
|
happy 9th month anniversary to cheryl ng li jia.
love you forever. (((:
love you forever. (((:
~Joshua Yeap, 10:13 PM |
sorry all , for being MIA for so long. stressed with certain things,
that are not to be revealed. i apologise. first up today, got back
yesterday's poa test from miss kwok, got 24/24 ! 100%! (:
i had been practising alot of papers, i do 3 papers, people do
1 only. so i can clearly remember the format. i was expecting
a much for difficult question for the trading, profit and loss
account. for example, 1/5 of the wages given to workers for
the packaging of goods for resale, etc etc. but the question
was straightforward, and i had no problems doing them. grats
to myself, first time getting 100 for poa, the closest i came
in semester 1 was 85! so there is an improvement made. (:
as long as we improve, things will change for the better.
do you agree with my statement? (: well, you have to.
that are not to be revealed. i apologise. first up today, got back
yesterday's poa test from miss kwok, got 24/24 ! 100%! (:
i had been practising alot of papers, i do 3 papers, people do
1 only. so i can clearly remember the format. i was expecting
a much for difficult question for the trading, profit and loss
account. for example, 1/5 of the wages given to workers for
the packaging of goods for resale, etc etc. but the question
was straightforward, and i had no problems doing them. grats
to myself, first time getting 100 for poa, the closest i came
in semester 1 was 85! so there is an improvement made. (:
as long as we improve, things will change for the better.
do you agree with my statement? (: well, you have to.
~Joshua Yeap, 3:41 PM |
