there is a problem between us. - lack of time together.
i duno how to solve it, i've been trying and trying, but
nothing comes out of it. i would not say effort wasted
because when i really love someone, i will do anything
she tells me to, and do everything for her, as i promised.
but do i get the same in return? that i dun know.
just 6days away, and we are massing a massive problem.
everytime something happens, it takes time to heal the
wound, and im sure this time it will take a longer time
to heal my wound, it hurts me each time i think of it.
it hurts me deeply. have i not done enough in this
relationship? i save the best of everything just for you.
i know im sensitive and i get too jealous easily, but that
goes down to the wire, and the main reason is just
because i love you. i am in doubt, of the things going
to happen next. i am really in a loss. i dun know what
to do, and how to move on from here. i am a strong
person, but weak in the heart, i have to admit.
i can withstand any pain, but not those 'unbearable'
ones. i shall not name them. maybe im the only boy
who has to beg his darling to spend more time with him.
i was very happy for a few days, and this has to happen.
i want to carry on with this relationship, but i cannot
predict the future. prove me that long relationships do
last. otherwise, there will be a massive problem.

sorry for using harsh words.
im sorry, im not perfect.
im not a good boyfriend.
i cannot give you what you want.
i cannot give you the trust and security that you need.
im sorry.

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Joshua Yeap Wei Chia aka zAki
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Honey is my love, my life, my everything.
Love darling, higher than the skies above,
deeper than the oceans,
and wider than the universe!
02102007, 2222hrs was that magical night,
and the night will never end.
It's a PROMISE !

Whoever insults darling,
will die horribly.
In the name of joshua!
AND my name work wonders.
I can assure to that. ") try me.
triple dare.



1.Love darling more and more
2.Old handphone to function!!! all the messages she sent me are in there!!
3.Wants to show concern, but don't want to hurt her
4.Wants to show that i care, but am afraid of wrong approach.
5.Hopes she will not even rule out the possibility to reconcile in the future.
6.Wants to watch movie with her
7.Wants to embrace her in my arms ever again
8.Wants to show love, care and concern to her.
9.Wants to do everything that i can to win her heart back.
10.Hopes that the op is not needed!!!!
11.Hopes that she will gain back confidence in r/s
12.Hopes that she still has an affection for me
13.Hopes that somehow, someday, she will come back to me.




no hates at the moment. love thy neighbour, love thy enemy, says the bible.



when i update my blog, i will put a word randomly daily.. whoever guesses it first, shall win something from me. eg: Joshua < 4 > has < 9 > for a start, it shall be 17 words first.

Our Love Will Live Forever! !

2nd October 2007 ♥
CherylNg {3 JoshuaYeap

If rain drops were kisses,
I will send you showers.
If hugs were seas,
I will send you oceans.
And if love is a person,
I will send you me! :D

Written on 020909
HAPPIEEE 23rd months anniversary my dear! :D
All i need is YOU.
I lurve euuuuuuuu Joshuayeap hubby!(: <3!

Love,
Joshua yeap's,
Cheryl Ng

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