not a day worth remembering. i must be just too playful.
how can i let these words 'i hate you' slip out of my tounge?
although i might get angry at times, real angry, but those
words should never come out of my mouth. i duno what
made me say that, but i hate people who break promises,
so i will do anything to appease myself. i know i should
not say such a diabolical thing like that, but i duno what
made me say such things, i wont do it again, but whats
done cannot be undone, what i can only do now is to
clear the remains by unfolding another new start to
change everything, those unhappiness.
i need someone to spend more time with me. but when
i look at deardear's schedule, its always packed, and
she really has no time for me at all. what i need is
someone who i can share my woes with, my sorrow,
my joy, my happiness. i need someone who can spend
really alot of time with me. it's really heartbreaking
when i have to endure times when i am alone, and
really, it is miserable, the feeling. it is not a say-so.
i do not know how to move on from here, i just hope
that i can have more time with deardear, because
no time together is diabolical. i just hope that she
can spend more time with me whenever she can,
but if she cant, i also will sian and sad lor ):
i feel that i get too jealous easily when she talks to
boys, and im over-sensitive for small things. is it
the jealous side of me, or is it i love deardear too
much that i get jealous over the smallest things?
well, that is just a claim from me, i duno why it
is like this, but it is like this. i know to stay away
from a boy-free environment is absolutely
impossible, but thats the way i am, thats me.
i get tensed and jealous easily. well, thats me.

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Honey is my love, my life, my everything.
Love darling, higher than the skies above,
deeper than the oceans,
and wider than the universe!
02102007, 2222hrs was that magical night,
and the night will never end.
It's a PROMISE !

Whoever insults darling,
will die horribly.
In the name of joshua!
AND my name work wonders.
I can assure to that. ") try me.
triple dare.



1.Love darling more and more
2.Old handphone to function!!! all the messages she sent me are in there!!
3.Wants to show concern, but don't want to hurt her
4.Wants to show that i care, but am afraid of wrong approach.
5.Hopes she will not even rule out the possibility to reconcile in the future.
6.Wants to watch movie with her
7.Wants to embrace her in my arms ever again
8.Wants to show love, care and concern to her.
9.Wants to do everything that i can to win her heart back.
10.Hopes that the op is not needed!!!!
11.Hopes that she will gain back confidence in r/s
12.Hopes that she still has an affection for me
13.Hopes that somehow, someday, she will come back to me.




no hates at the moment. love thy neighbour, love thy enemy, says the bible.



when i update my blog, i will put a word randomly daily.. whoever guesses it first, shall win something from me. eg: Joshua < 4 > has < 9 > for a start, it shall be 17 words first.

Our Love Will Live Forever! !

2nd October 2007 ♥
CherylNg {3 JoshuaYeap

If rain drops were kisses,
I will send you showers.
If hugs were seas,
I will send you oceans.
And if love is a person,
I will send you me! :D

Written on 020909
HAPPIEEE 23rd months anniversary my dear! :D
All i need is YOU.
I lurve euuuuuuuu Joshuayeap hubby!(: <3!

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Joshua yeap's,
Cheryl Ng

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