sorry , today i have no mood to post the secret . i will do so when
the time is ripe , and when im feeling better . i know that im a
problamatic person , and condemned person , because of what
i've done in the past . people might not know about it , but what
i did was absolutely stupid . no one would ever like it . it was
really the darkest moment of my life , and i was fearful , that
i would be called to squat in the boys home , being bullied there,
gay-sex there for 3years. it almost happened to me. i know that
im stupid, im useless, cannot ensure people trust, cannot give
people sense of security, and im corruptible. i did not know what
i did then , was wrong . i really did not know . i was told to do it,
and i listened. how foolish could i get? scold me if you want. that
was the only moment of my life that i was scared , but thanks to
qimei for being there with me . she was the one who gave me
the wake up call . if not for her , i would not be what i am today ,
in terms of my improved behaviour , character .
i have also found out why couples tend to break up. it is very
frustrating when the male/female takes the initiative to do
things, but always gets rejected. i have been through this many
times, and i know how to feeling is like. the feeling is worse than
blizzards piercing through your hearts. when this happens, either
side of the couple, will feel very stressed out, and very unhappy.
the guy/girl will then try to find other ways of happiness,
perhaps, 2timing behind the back of his/her partner, to pursue
the real happiness. im sure what i have said is correct, because
i have seen many couples like this. 2timing is not a good thing,
but it is when the guy/girl gets desperate, the lack of love, will
drive him to the corner and 2time. the guy/girl does not have
the intention to 2time, but the shock and the fatal blow that
was delivered to him/her is well difficult for him/her to handle.
im not saying that even that im stressed out, i will do this.
what im saying is, lack of love can cause this to happen. im very
sure of my statement. i have already given examples.
im not saying that i will , but at this rate , one will 2time. i wont
rule out the possibility at this point of time, because in love,
anything can happen due to lack of love. to every couple, if
you happen to read what i have just said, to see the actions of
your partner and rectify with him/her to see what can be done.
i repeat, lack of love and trust has an 80% chance of causing a
couple to break , or the guy/girl to flirt behind his/her partner's
back. anyone who sees this, might take my advice.
do not say that i have not warned you people, for the signs might
have already been there. if you know that you're one of them,
take the initiative and ask your mate. do not wait till the time
comes, then you start to regret. once again , do not say that i
have not warned you , for the signs might have already been
there.

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Joshua Yeap Wei Chia aka zAki
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Honey is my love, my life, my everything.
Love darling, higher than the skies above,
deeper than the oceans,
and wider than the universe!
02102007, 2222hrs was that magical night,
and the night will never end.
It's a PROMISE !

Whoever insults darling,
will die horribly.
In the name of joshua!
AND my name work wonders.
I can assure to that. ") try me.
triple dare.



1.Love darling more and more
2.Old handphone to function!!! all the messages she sent me are in there!!
3.Wants to show concern, but don't want to hurt her
4.Wants to show that i care, but am afraid of wrong approach.
5.Hopes she will not even rule out the possibility to reconcile in the future.
6.Wants to watch movie with her
7.Wants to embrace her in my arms ever again
8.Wants to show love, care and concern to her.
9.Wants to do everything that i can to win her heart back.
10.Hopes that the op is not needed!!!!
11.Hopes that she will gain back confidence in r/s
12.Hopes that she still has an affection for me
13.Hopes that somehow, someday, she will come back to me.




no hates at the moment. love thy neighbour, love thy enemy, says the bible.



when i update my blog, i will put a word randomly daily.. whoever guesses it first, shall win something from me. eg: Joshua < 4 > has < 9 > for a start, it shall be 17 words first.

Our Love Will Live Forever! !

2nd October 2007 ♥
CherylNg {3 JoshuaYeap

If rain drops were kisses,
I will send you showers.
If hugs were seas,
I will send you oceans.
And if love is a person,
I will send you me! :D

Written on 020909
HAPPIEEE 23rd months anniversary my dear! :D
All i need is YOU.
I lurve euuuuuuuu Joshuayeap hubby!(: <3!

Love,
Joshua yeap's,
Cheryl Ng

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