3 kisses, 1 2-second hug, and holding hands for a long while,
was the perfect response to the critics that we have not been
going on smoothly, for the past one month, and what actions
they were, to mark the 200th day of us, being together. we
havent gone out for a long while, and there was many many
conflicts during that 1month 3weeks. i have learnt that taking
initiative is the most important in a relationship. however,
it cant be always the guys who have to give in. i feel that
both parties have to give in occasionally, to avoid jealously
and more likely, uncalled-for misunderstandings. i would like
to thank darling for being able to come out today, for such
long hours, even if her injured heel, she still persevered to
continue walking on. so we went to the arcade to play.
i spent $8 for 8 rounds of basketball. the best achievement
i did with darling was 317points from 3stages. we also played
daytona usa together, and the spot the difference at zone x
at jubilee. although we crashed out early from the spot the
difference, what matters most was we have enjoyed
ourselves. that is something i hope to achieve everyday.
we went to amk hub's zone x too and played basketball.
although darling and me scored 122 for 2rounds, it was due
to the slow movement, and tired arms of ours, which caused
us to falter. points do not matter anything to me, not even
the extra money i chose to spend on. as long as darling
enjoyed herself, i enjoyed myself, any amount of money
is worthwhile to spend. then came the kiss, it was really
a long while since we had one, 1month 3weeks. that was the
one which could decide how happy we would be in the future.
today i have seen darling smile many times, it shows me how
happy she was today. today i was smiling alot too, it also
tells darling how happy i was today from my facial expressions.
one day like this is not convincing. we have to pick up our
steps, and make sure it is like this everyday, being very
consistent, and not just once every two months. today is
also the day that proved everyone wrong that we were in a
mess-up. what happened today was a clearcut example
that there is no conflict between darling and me.
i promise i'll take the initiative to do things, i hope that you'll
take initiative to do things at times to, just like how you
demonstrated today. however, it could have been a perfect
ending had you allowed me to take a photo together. it has
also been a long while since we had one, approximately
2months and 2weeks. i hope that we can take more photos
together regularly too. today, 19th april, 2008 is a day
worth remembering, our 200th day being together as well
as the glorious things which took place today. it brings
me back to what we were in the past, more than what it
took to be a loving couple. taking photos with you will be
what i desire. what i want most, is to love you forever, and
to recieve your love forever. being with you forever, and
you being with me forever, is the most important and what
im looking forward to, as days go past. as everyday goes
by, our dreams are one step closer to be fufilled. thank you
darling once again, for enduring with the pain at your heel,
to give me a memorable, yet unforgetable 200th day
anniversary. i honestly hope everyday will be like this,
without doubt. love me darling, like you never did before.
i love my darling! and i know, my darling loves me! <333.
19th april 2008.
200th day anniversary.
what a day it turned out to be.
a memorable yet unforgetable one.