its been almost 5months , and yes , we shared many things together .
its time that those moments of ours end . perhaps you do not like my
attitude in work , i dun know . but , i do not like last minute changes ,
promises broken . you promised me you would change just a few days
back , did you ? i know art is part of your AA . but telling me at the last
minute , really , i dun appreciate it .

yes , i admit i still love you . but if we are like this everyday , you go with
your friends , you have something on , im the one who is getting hurt ,
because you have no time for me at all . really , no point on being
together . it is not because you have no time for me and i wan to break
up with you . it is the principal of keeping promises . if you cannot keep
promises , then how can i trust myself to be with you ? just like if i
always go about without caring for you , or without showing any concern
for you , am i even fit to be your boyfriend in the first place ? trust
is the factor to a relationship . yes , i know you have trust in me , and yes ,
i do have trust in you as well . but all these , are just childish and uncalled
for . why would you want someone who always put the relationship on the
line ? im sure you wont because i wont as well . i know the feeling of being
hurt , but thats that . im not angry with your broken promises . im just
angry with myself . if i say that i dun love you , thats bullshit .

the bible says , jehovah sent his one and only begotten son to earth to
wash away all sins of mankind , so that whoever believes in him shall not
perish , but have eternal life . why did god choose his son jesus of all his sons ?
there was many other angels who can fit the bill , so why did he chooese
jesus , his most precious son ? Jehovah wanted everyone to know that by
sending his most begotten son to die on the cross for everyone in the world ,
it shows that he loves the people on earth , not that he dislikes his son .
ask around . which parent would sacrifice their most precious son to die
for others ? i would certainly be against it .

yes , i am angry with myself . the reason for breaking up ( temporarily
part ) is not because i am angry with you . i am just angry with myself .
and what can i do ? breaking up with you shows that i really love you alot .
why would i put someone i love most , for the sake of joking ? i really
love you . punishing myself by breaking up with you to cause me pain , hurt ,
perhaps , is the way that can help me to move on , to change , and not be
angry with myself . breaking up with you dosent show that i hate you nor
dislike your broken promises . that is nothing compared to how much i really
love you . i know everything has come to this stage where the mutual trust
with one another has already been broken . it takes time to heal . perhaps ,
giving each other some time will be the most ideal way . let us both cool down ,
and see what we can do to make amendments . i will take the consideration
with seriousness and come to my senses . meanwhile , sorry if i hurt you .
those smses . i feel hurt myself too . perhaps you think that hurting myself
because i love you is stupid , but thats what i am . stupid . if you want to call me
that . whats done is already done . it can be regretted but cannot be changed .
making amendments would be fine .

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Honey is my love, my life, my everything.
Love darling, higher than the skies above,
deeper than the oceans,
and wider than the universe!
02102007, 2222hrs was that magical night,
and the night will never end.
It's a PROMISE !

Whoever insults darling,
will die horribly.
In the name of joshua!
AND my name work wonders.
I can assure to that. ") try me.
triple dare.



1.Love darling more and more
2.Old handphone to function!!! all the messages she sent me are in there!!
3.Wants to show concern, but don't want to hurt her
4.Wants to show that i care, but am afraid of wrong approach.
5.Hopes she will not even rule out the possibility to reconcile in the future.
6.Wants to watch movie with her
7.Wants to embrace her in my arms ever again
8.Wants to show love, care and concern to her.
9.Wants to do everything that i can to win her heart back.
10.Hopes that the op is not needed!!!!
11.Hopes that she will gain back confidence in r/s
12.Hopes that she still has an affection for me
13.Hopes that somehow, someday, she will come back to me.




no hates at the moment. love thy neighbour, love thy enemy, says the bible.



when i update my blog, i will put a word randomly daily.. whoever guesses it first, shall win something from me. eg: Joshua < 4 > has < 9 > for a start, it shall be 17 words first.

Our Love Will Live Forever! !

2nd October 2007 ♥
CherylNg {3 JoshuaYeap

If rain drops were kisses,
I will send you showers.
If hugs were seas,
I will send you oceans.
And if love is a person,
I will send you me! :D

Written on 020909
HAPPIEEE 23rd months anniversary my dear! :D
All i need is YOU.
I lurve euuuuuuuu Joshuayeap hubby!(: <3!

Love,
Joshua yeap's,
Cheryl Ng

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