i will be MIA for 2 weeks. my father had cut off my main computer plug.
lol. thanks to dragon1988 for my zakum helm once again. ^^. yup, manu
did beat chelsea 2-0 like i said. im in library now. ^^
thanks to maple buddies for helping me out in maple always.

i would like to adknowledge them.
EXXfusion Dr.Knight 13x
Fire7360 Ranger 10x
moviexmen Ranger 8x
Eupho Hermit 15x
thanks all.

u noe, i saw her with her guy. so sad i was. u can imagine. well, i duno
what to say or what describe. i did not wan to call her when i saw her
outside. well, perhaps the promises have already been long forgotten.
maybe i was bad to her. i can give a few examples.. well, once we were
at the tampinies mall. we went into the arcade and then i was playing
daytona usa. i was angry as the gear was spoilt, but u calmed me down.
then we went to the cinema, from the back door as it was left open.
we saw other couple walking in and we followed them, ya? but we
decided not to cheat the cinema ppl and we walked out of it. we then
went to the staircase. when i asked her to do something, she refused
and i became very angry. i ignored her. we had lunch at long johns'.
and after that i duno what reason i become angry and i ignored her
for a very long time. we went back to ang mo kio without talking to
each other. i only talked to her only when i saw her tears. how bad
i was? scold me if u wan. beat me if u wish. im that foolish.
another incident was the one at the bus stop. i wanted to kiss her,
but she did not want to. hmm. i became angry but i did not noe the
reason. i asked her and she said her fren was there. because of this,
my temper we broke up, but got back awhile later. maybe she has
had enough of it, she dosent deserve this, and so she left me.
when she told me that she had a new boyfriend, i was very very
frustrated. i wished her happiness but i did not mean it though.
yes, i ought to be happy for her, but i cant do so. up till now, i still
love her as ever. what to do? she has gone with someone else already.
im so sad. but does anyone know? when im alone i always think of her,
what we have gone through together. although there were unhappy
moments, i rather remember the sweeter ones, and that was what
i did. im rather foolish and stupid u might say. i changed and changed
till u were satisfied but still not enough. people always regret what
they have when they have lost it. a living example would be me.
what is real love? trust is what that keeps love going.
i hate her for her actions yet i still love her because she's the one for
me. she understands me and everything.

LOVE IS NOT WHEN U LOVE SOMEONE.
IT IS WHEN U LOVE SOMEONE AND CANNOT DO WITHOUT
THAT PERSON. I CANNOT DO WITHOUT HER.

u cannot make someone love you, but u can pray and hope that
she falls for you.

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Joshua Yeap Wei Chia aka zAki
6th June 1993' -6pm
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CherylNgLiJia's.
die-hard Man.United fan

Honey is my love, my life, my everything.
Love darling, higher than the skies above,
deeper than the oceans,
and wider than the universe!
02102007, 2222hrs was that magical night,
and the night will never end.
It's a PROMISE !

Whoever insults darling,
will die horribly.
In the name of joshua!
AND my name work wonders.
I can assure to that. ") try me.
triple dare.



1.Love darling more and more
2.Old handphone to function!!! all the messages she sent me are in there!!
3.Wants to show concern, but don't want to hurt her
4.Wants to show that i care, but am afraid of wrong approach.
5.Hopes she will not even rule out the possibility to reconcile in the future.
6.Wants to watch movie with her
7.Wants to embrace her in my arms ever again
8.Wants to show love, care and concern to her.
9.Wants to do everything that i can to win her heart back.
10.Hopes that the op is not needed!!!!
11.Hopes that she will gain back confidence in r/s
12.Hopes that she still has an affection for me
13.Hopes that somehow, someday, she will come back to me.




no hates at the moment. love thy neighbour, love thy enemy, says the bible.



when i update my blog, i will put a word randomly daily.. whoever guesses it first, shall win something from me. eg: Joshua < 4 > has < 9 > for a start, it shall be 17 words first.

Our Love Will Live Forever! !

2nd October 2007 ♥
CherylNg {3 JoshuaYeap

If rain drops were kisses,
I will send you showers.
If hugs were seas,
I will send you oceans.
And if love is a person,
I will send you me! :D

Written on 020909
HAPPIEEE 23rd months anniversary my dear! :D
All i need is YOU.
I lurve euuuuuuuu Joshuayeap hubby!(: <3!

Love,
Joshua yeap's,
Cheryl Ng

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